The Crusade Within

My ship has weathered stormy seas,
Moments of indecision, rage and frustration,
Social pressure and heaps of expectation,
A chapter is closed,
Dusted and done,
But still I feel
My crusade has just begun…


The path is tough, I was often told,
I smirked,
Smiled,
It made me bold.
What next? I ask,
Opportunities galore,
Things to be learnt,
And people to explore.
Dreams to be built,
Some promises to behold.
Crowd Noise Distraction
Still miles to run…miles to run…
My crusade, I feel, has just begun…


At times, life may not seem all that fair,
I may be alone,
Pain Agony Despair
So what? I ask
I chose this
I remind
I revisit my friends-my innocent resolutions,
My convictions, My faiths
Those springs of inspirations
They give me solace,
Time and again,
This life has a purpose,
Just find a new aim.
The battle may be over,
But wars to be won
My crusade, I know, has just begun…

Apology...

"So, whats up on your blogging front ?"

"hey!what is the latest product of your mind-churning? its on your blog,right!!"

Well, i've faced several such questions over the last few months. At times from others, at most other occasions from a voice within.With months passing by without any addition to the posts, i've begun feeling ashamed of calling myself a blogger.

Thereby, the much essential apologies!!

Though i'm not sure about the direction in which my apologies should be oriented. Perhaps the major benefactor should be my own mind,which has been loyally churning out food for thought along with bearing a constant guilt about me not pouring it out through this blog.

Being a non-believer in excuses,I should not offer any myself.I have been plain lazy most of the times,busy at some others and waiting for that "perfect" mindset to create that "perfect" post!

The backlog is huge,the task at hand is to re-visit and re-live those feelings of past few months and pour them out for eternity.

Promises are bed-partners of apologies,so no exceptions here too.Hoping to be a more regular "blogger" and not delaying by waiting for a sacrosanct moment to express myself "perfectly"!!